krowe's kabin ๐Ÿ”’เญจเญง โ€งโ‚Šหš ๐Ÿ—๏ธโ‹… โ˜†

2:47 a.m

come away with me, mon cherie, and let us run. let us race along with the pelting rain, our fingertips brushing as the water surrounds us.

baby, won't you dance with me into the night ?

bonjour, j'mappelle krowe.
he/him ๐“†ฃ it/its ๐“†ฃ they/them
queer โ˜… trans ftm โ˜… aspec
aspiring author
if I have myself no love I at least have my writing
fluent in english and Bengali, learning asl, french, and planning to learn Russian.
I don't like people very much and I struggle to connect with others
I'm very bad at getting things, bear with me please.
please be gentle with me. I break easily.
I write really shitty poetry a lot of the times

to the serious moonlight ?

things i like, in no particular order
music, mostly alternative. i love supporting small artists.
soft touch, by river onei
queer history. history in general, actually.
the peculiar and macabre
classical literature
sherlock (bbc, grandana, and the acd books)
medieval execution methods
obscure facts
teeth...i love teeth.
vampires
i like to look at the night sky and pretend there's stars
reading, in any way shape or form.
the beatles, and other bands from that time
have i mentioned music ? i like music.
different variants of poison
vampire history
physical media
dystopian fiction
psychology
mold and rot and decay
bungou stray dogs
don't let the forest in, by c.g. drews.
sharp objects

brighter, than the stars above you shine..

personal writing projects i'm working on
fangs: an mlm body horror that explores mutual obsession based on trauma bonding and individual mental health issues for both characters as they slowly meld into one. trigger warnings include graphic descriptions of vomiting, self-harm, eating disorders, and suicide, as well as organs, blood, and death.
desiderium: a short story about a schizophrenic mortician who hallucinates the woman he is working on to be alive and speaking to him, told in diary entries as he slowly goes insane and wanes off his medication. trigger warnings include mental health struggles, hallucinations, and details of death
of fangs and flesh: a vampire who survives by seducing humans in order to rip them open and meet their hearts, who meets a man with no heart at all. trigger warnings include descriptions of death and murder, as well as descriptions of gore.
morality: an angel driven to the brink by his inhumane god, forced to choose between the morality of his lord and his own moral compass. trigger warnings include sacrificial rituals, murder, and a detailing of alcohol relapse.

and the loving feels alright !

basic dni
i am unwaveringly anti-ai. do not try to defend it to me, i will crash out.
do not speak to me if you are transphobic, homophobic, support misogyny/misandry, are ableist, or anything along those lines.
if you misgender me, you are being blocked.
i severely dislike those who will blindly follow anything without research. opinions are for movies, not human rights.
dni if you are pro-ice or pro-maga.
dni people who like loli/shota, or anything of the like. i am very uncomfortable with you....
i am open to respectful debates !! but do not hatefully berate me.
i dislike rude humor (e.x. calling others ugly, or stupid). it makes me sad. :-(
dni if you are sensitive to self-deprecating jokes. i do that a lot and i worry that i make people worry. don't waste your time with me.
i very much despise people who choose ignorance simply because it is easier.
dni if you disrespect my decision to be atheist. and even at that, my questioning on hellenism. just respect me and i'll do the same for you.